Hey folks,I have a little confession here. Please don't judge,u haven't lived my life. I live in fear,constant fear & I don't know why. I feel it in me,all around me,everyday it's present.... Dat fear,I feel it when I want 2 eat,when I eat,just b4 I go 2 bed & after awakening,even my dreams are filled with awkward moments projected by dat fear. I don't know why but I'm always afraid,I've been dat way 4 the past 2yrs now. Perhaps I'm afraid of the end time(Obamacare ish) or death,or living a life of Void(not accomplishing what I'm supposed 2). I've met people who are afraid 4 no reason but their fear isn't as Prominent nor Profound as mine. My fears are very unethical as I don't get scared of the usual things dat would frighten a man. I'm a loner,at that I do things that keep me away from prying eyes & I do a lot very well,especially research. But that Fear is so real 2 me,so clear,almost like an alter ego or a void personality. This is not a gimmick,I'm just confessing dat I am very afraid & I can't say why. There's not a minute in my life dat I don't feel dat fear. I feel it now. I feel it everywhere & everyday...
P.S : it is not spiritual,though I'm a christian but not practicing.