i have been struggling so hard to control it at-least for now,for a while, it seems like am over coming it, but in a little while it begins to dominate my mind, such has destroy the life of kings, turned the life of reputable men to nothing, it is so strong, it can kill, it kills from the within, it is like a fire that burns from the within, it is more deadlier than the fire that burns from the outside, but why sometimes i fall for it, is something i do not understand, the scriptures warns: no one who plays with such fire will go unpunished, such person will face the consequences, it is a battle i must win, it is a battle fought in the spiritual realm. I look up to Heaven and prayed that God may give me the strength to fight this battle. Life itself is a battle, we fight for survival in this life and hereafter, rich and poor alike, the learned and the unlearned, the wise and the fool, the old and the young, our lives is inevitably coming to an end, one day, some how, anywhere. Only those who able to scale through this mysteries of life will enjoy an everlasting life with the Uncreated Creator, the Creator of the Universe and everything in it, the giver and the Taker of life. The Holy Scriptures says, It is appointed unto man to die once and after that to face judgement. Hebrews 9:27, we therefore need to review our life style, the way we live, our attitude towards one another, and most importantly, our relationship with God.